Life After Z*oloft
I find that I am no longer overwhelmed as easily as I used to be. I don’t obsess or worry over things anymore… especially where Maddie is concerned. I used to constantly question myself and my parenting “style.” Was I doing this or that right? Was I causing long-term psychological damage? Of course I wasn’t. I don’t abuse my daughter in any way, shape or form. I parent her the way that works for us. She’s a happy, well adjusted kid and that’s all the matters. I don’t really care anymore how anyone else does it. This is the best part of the Z*oloft treatment. I feel so free of the burden of worrying.
I was talking to a friend last night and she commented on how much better I sounded. Like my old self, even. I suppose I do, to the outside world. On the inside, I’m even better than my old self. My internal dialog is so much more positive. I’m not beating myself up or putting myself down anymore. Well, occasionally, but not constantly.
It almost feels like the first time I wore glasses as a kid. I never knew that I couldn’t see well. I saw things the way I saw things. It wasn’t until I saw things clearly for the first time that I knew I hadn’t been all along. Does that make sense?
Anyhow, the reason I’m telling you all this is to encourage anyone who’s on the fence about talking to their doctor about their depression/anger/anxiety. I’m not saying Z*oloft is for everyone, because it’s not. But I am sure there IS a treatment for everyone. Talk therapy, drug therapy, meditation, hypnosis, yoga, whatever. Don’t be embarrassed to talk about it and don’t wait any longer.
Filed under: daily on February 27th, 2008
This is such a great description. Particularly like the glasses metaphor.
So glad you’re feeling better!
I’m so glad to hear you are feeling more like your old self. I actually just started Zoloft less than 10 days ago. So far I don’t feel any different but I know it takes awhile to kick in.
So glad you are feeling better!
I’m so glad that you found something that works for you.
I’m glad you’re feeling so great. I’m sure it makes life much more manageable. Thanks for sharing. I think your illiustration is perfect. It makes great sense. Take care.
I’m so glad you’re feeling better! The glasses comparison is great, makes perfect “clarity”–thanks for sharing!
I am so glad you are feeling better - and so glad you posted. You described your experience very well.
I miss my old self. You are giving me courage, Erica!
Thank you, because I am always on the fence of trying anything to help. Glad you are back and feeling good :o)
Yay! Glad to hear that you are back in action, in more ways than one.
I’m so glad the Zoloft is working for you and life is getting back to normal. I hope you have many more happy days ahead.
I totally got your putting on glasses analogy. I remember that feeling distinctly. I’m so happy you’re feeling like your old self and shedding the cloak of guilt! I have to do that on a regular basis in regards to certain parenting styles- or lack therof- that I have.
Awesome! Thank you for sharing!@
I agree with all your posters. Not your POSTERS but you know, your commentors.
Thanks for the update.
xo
i was on zoloft for almost a year now and it made me feel great, until i started noticing unexplainable weight gain, ya it was bcuz of the zoloft, here i am 40 lbs heavier than less than a yr ago, trying to wean off of zoloft, i get brain zaps, nauseus, headaches, Do i start taking zoloft again to avoid the brain zaps and keep blowing up? i wish i never started taking it. Be careful of what your doctor doesnt tell you!!